I am awake!

Thanks to this video.
Thank you Beyonce.
I am awake!


13:00-13:22
"It's very difficult managing myself. Every night when I go to sleep, I ask 100 of questions, but I am learning so much. And I made a mistake and I learned it from them, and I'm not afraid of make mistakes. I embrace mistakes, that made you who you are. I never been afraid before also. And I'm saying all these things, but now I'm getting tested."


14:12-14:20
"There's nothing that can stop them from dancing, and I love to surround myself with that hyper energy, it's just, it's that the reason why you perform."

21:15-21:27
"I don't have to prove anything to anyone, I only have to follow my heart, and concentrate on what I want to say to the world. I run the world."
Beyonce

还可以笑得出的活死人

拥有了一些东西,就会失去另一些东西;
太过于关心一些事情,就会忽略另一些事情........吗?


...


最近的生活像是站在马戏团的高空平衡钢线上.
很辛苦地找着平衡点,但事实是自己已经快要摔下来,心里却害怕承受一连串失手后的打击和压力,因此厚着脸皮，硬撑着走下去.


眼看终点遥不可及,然而千名观众正在看好戏,期待着我如何大显身手,呈现一段精彩的演出.

...

其实,我快要精神崩溃.
不,我已经精神崩溃.

但, 谁能了解我的心?



无.



...


不好意思,
我让大家失望了.

...

简单来说,
也许我的演技太好了,
其实我一点都不适合这项表演项目.

记录于
2011年7月4日
凌晨12.30分
精神崩溃的黄淑莹

Happy Fathers' Day & Happy Birthday!

Tomorrow will be a special day...
It's Fathers' Day &
Miss Wong Sue Yin's birthday!
hohoho.

I will be officially 19 years old and no longer 18 sui pok pok cui =__="
By the way, every year my birthday is very close to Fathers' Day, I am getting used to share my birthday cake with my daddy. LOL!

Actually I am alone staying at Pearl Discovery, Kuchai Lama branch and waiting Mr. Makalele from off work. Anyone drop by to say hi? Weih =D I just ordered Ice Chocolate, in fact I am drinking Ice Chocolate mixed Columbia Chocolate, which is special made by Makalele. Well...its taste is sooooooooo rich! Which girl doesn't like chocolate? She is weirdo. haha.

hmm. Recently I had been participated in Mustang's students dance battle, and unexpectedly I got 1st runner up with my all-style freestyle. lol.



this is the top 5 battle with Ker Qian, the young popper, street jazz & latin dancer.



This round is quite excited because both of us used to do girl style and popping, too.





And the top 3, semi final battle with Alfred, the bboy.



Hahaha. The unexpected part is my Invert. I never been holding it for so long in my freestyle. XD
okay, I know my top rock and down rock is sucks anyway....



Another top 3, semi final battle with Kuan Fai, the bboy.



Obviously, Kuan Fai killed all the beats although this song doesn't fit bboy, he is dope!



After the discussion from the judges, me and Kuan Fai were proceed to the final.

This is the final round with tasks, I had to perform Boogaloo & Kuan Fai had to perform Jazz style in bboying, which are the weakness in our own dance styles.



As you can see, I am sucks in Boogaloo, Kuan Fai really smoked me in this round. He is deserved to be the champion of the day.
=D



After all, I still need to improve myself, as the dance scene is getting bigger in Malaysia compared to last few years, as well as the whole world. I think I would put Popping as my major dance style? =)



I love dancing, I really hope I can share this with others. As for me, dancing is a language, it has no barrier between nations, races and cultures. It express yourself with music, it is free. Dancing is a lifestyle to me. (Of course it's not to showoff in clubs. I know some dancers did, but not me.)




I will keep dancing till the world ends =D

MustangKia ganbate in the battle on 26 June.
=)
Written by Sue Yin.

=)

Just finished doing something I have stopped doing for years.

The same feeling is back. Ha! =D

I like this feeling.

Simple. Lovely. Excitement.

=)

Random post.

it's been a long time since I posted something so random like this one.

Just to express the happiness deep in my heart that been sink for a very long time ago.

Morning everyone!

Good night for me.

Written by lifestyleupsidedown Sue Yin

another junction after junction

......

I feel like choreograph to my blog song, "If You Leave" by Musiq Soulchild ft. Mary J. Blidge. I could really wish it to be done, for the sake of a habit of me, dancing. To motivate myself choreography nicely and perfectly (lol), I will upload to my Youtube channel sueyin619 when I am done.

Deal.

Yeap. I had done my 6 days Orange job last Friday. The reason I purposely blog about this instead of the last few job experience, is because.....the ORANGE WIG.

XD

If you saw me, thank you, because you didn't shout my name out in the public, plus you helped me hit the trial target. If you didn't saw me, lucky you, because you will Definitely, Confirm be shocked if you saw me in person. LMAO! The orange wig is FuNnY, don't you think so?

Well, my job was quite easy but tough at the same time. Awww. We had to give out free fruit juice samples & bottles........under the hot sun and raining nights. ='( Wait a moment, we also had to be cheerleader on the truck, what?! ...Before knowing the working hours and the actual condition of the job, the payment seems good actually. After the real situation exposed and revealed(lol), we 4 girls went back to the event company and complained to the executive. Luckily(?) a higher payment is permitted. Conclusion, what I get from this job are:
1. skin kena sunburn ='(
2. drank a lot of fruit juice, and
3. get to know a bunch of Siao Kia like me XD

......

My life sounds fun to you, perhaps?

However, like any novel, usually the fact behind the truth is not the fact that we used to believe it is true (lol). Okay, the fact is...quite a lot of shits drop on my head lately. I'm going through my worst parts of my life, I guess.

Hey friends,

question of the day:

What if I stop study now, I mean, I will start working without any Diploma / Degree cert, maybe start from a low position in event or media field, will it be an Okay or a Not?
I just need more comments and suggestions.

Okay, I need to think properly.
Again, and again.

Written by, Sue Yin.

actually I forgot to put title, haha. Whateverr!

I miss you, sueyinuous.blogspot.com !
Asking myself why I always forget you and leave you for so long. =(
I admit if sapo Yvonne da Yap didn't mention back our school time memories, I think I won't come back to type now. Thanks Sapo! =D

Okay...
Summary post for the past 2 months. (Ahh..I'm too lazy!)

I have done my model search final on 24 April. I did my best but I didn't win, somehow an incident happened, that's a really really Serious incident. I was extremely sad that time, however I believe if I run away during the event, I will regret in my entire life. So I hold my tears...and I stand up again on the stage. And this is the photo after the incident which I stand up on the stage again, with my confident smile.

Actually I did cry right after I got off the event venue, and it took me days to recover my mood.
Well, if you ask me what really happened, I can only tell you...that's not as easy as fall down on the stage, it's more than that.


Sad thing should not be posted here actually, maybe I just wanna prove to myself that I am not that easy to let anything bit down!

By the way, I am back to the normal Sue Yin again! =D


'I want to buy new dancing shoes!'
I think most of my dance friends heard this from me since a very looooooong time ago.

Finally I got this...



It's Puma First Round Scroll 80!

I accidentally bought this at Time Square. It is only Rm149.95 after 50% discount. The main point is....it's the last pair and it fits me, HAhaHa! Lucky me! XD
however I still seldom wear it because it is heavy. LOL! another reason, because I still love my Everlast shoes very much, although it is in plain black; it looks not attractive; it is dirty; it is .....hm. but it is comfortable, light and it lets me feel good in dancing! hohoho.



Yaya, DANCING!


Last 2 weeks Mustang was invited to be guest performers in Sentosa Idol, which was held in our secondary school, SMK Sri Sentosa!






Let the video show you what we got. LOL!
Not that perfect, but it's a good try.
=)
I'm sorry of the half way clip, but I tried my best to edit it before I posted it on Youtube, nice introduction right? hahaha!







hmm.
You are right, I dance the least among the others in this showcase. hahaha! Because that day I supposed to have an interview for a freelance job and can't participate in this showcase. 1 day before the showcase, I decided not to go the interview, at the same time the dance choreography is lack of people. SO....I just dance back what I learned last time and didn't join the new choreography. =p

Okay, short post at this moment.

If there are people reading this, I am seriously happy. you know...I seldom write, I mean type. haha! I promise I will blog again very soon, maybe 1 week later? It would be something about this.........

I am gonna wear Orange Wig, OH NO!
Written by the silly one, Sue Yin

又是另一个开始

听说早一阵子黄子华在云顶开办栋笃笑，朋友说值回价票，所以我总共用了三晚时间在youtube看完他在红馆的2010哗众取宠。其实不用那么久时间，只是每次都是临睡前看，一旦看累了就去睡。话说回来，黄子华的栋笃笑功力果然名不虚传，他的重

头笑点多在嘲笑现经社会的人和事。说真的如果下次他再来开场，我一定会去看。

最近除了忙功课之外，就是跳舞。或者你可以说我把跳舞放重于课业。我妈妈说，我看来跳舞跳到太忘我，不能自拔，甚至发神经。也对，我可以跳舞跳到不用吃午餐，晚餐，也可以因为有表演然后跷课。我知道我同学觉得我对课业不负责任，但至少我不会推卸责任，我会把我需要做的部分做好，除了跷课以外。哈哈。就算是跷课，我也会在家读书，在考试时考好过那些从没缺席过的人。（这是事实。哈！）

管他的，我就是喜欢跳舞！我想成为顶尖舞蹈员！

“说出來会被嘲笑的梦想，才有实践的价值。即使跌倒了，姿势也会很豪迈。” 这是我欣赏的作家-九把刀说的。超赞！

最近买了他的作品集-精准的失控。看了三分之二，他的风格还是没变，就是古怪离奇，社会病态，还有一点点恐怖。有意思！我就是喜欢这种风格。够复杂，够深度，常常让读者去开发新思维。难怪他的作品越来越多读者欣赏和讨论。

有一段时期，我很想当小说作家。没有记错是因为那时的华文老师常常给我的作文很高的评价。然而第二年，华文老师换了，评语换了，心态也换了。这证明了每个老师的口味不同，批改作文的方法也不同。

做不成作家，舞蹈家也不错。

如果我的爸爸妈妈同意我走跳舞这一行，并加赞助我开舞蹈学院，无疑的我一定会放弃学业。（像某某人一样）但是我连上大学的学费都要我自己出，我想我这个梦发得太早了。

对了，如果你是我面子书的朋友，你应该懂我无意中参加了一个寻找模特儿的比赛。如果你曾经投我一票，谢谢你！因为我成功进了总决赛！

总决赛将在4月24号，下午2点，Midvalley Exhibition hall 正式举行。如果可以的话，请到现场支持我。谢谢！

Touch De Beauty Academy Model Search 2011 - Finalist

这是在audition时拍的，好死不死在我才艺表演跳舞跳到一身汗后才拍。

=______="

好了，是时候吃我的早餐，午餐加晚餐了。