I leave only myself.

I made 3 persons living a shit life now.
My mum, my baobei and me myself.


Sometimes I was just too selfish.

I'm sorry.



I can hardly determine what's good and what's bad now a days.

I think of my favourite quote,
"Think what you do, do what you think."

But,

SPM, family, friends and partner, which one should put at the first place?

......

Can someone pull all the stress out of my brain?
It seems like the world is bullying me....See, now I blame the world.




I had lost myself.
Totally.

Perhaps I give myself too much pressure.

The one who wanted to transform into a better life, SueYin.

Mummy, don't cry...

Hm..
I made my mum cried just now.
It's been a long time since the last time she scolded me like that.

Ya, I cried too.



She said she won't trust me anymore.
...


She was so disappointed.
Her precious tears dropped uncontrollably out of her eyes.
She tried to scream her lung out to make herself feel better.
Her heart has been hurt by her own daughter, ME.


I am a bad girl.


Mummy, I'm sorry.
It's all my bad.




Please, forgive me.

Mummy please, forgive me.
SueYin.

She is dangerous.

Yesterday night I cried because of a stupid MMS.
To avoid Q&A session with my mum once she saw I cry, I went out yumcha with my friends.
We went Station1 at KL, KL.
(p/s: The first KL is Kuchai Lama, the second KL is Kuala Lumpur.)
=)

Talked a lot to make myself feel better.
I used to find this gang of friends to express my feeling and talk craps. Don't need pretend any like how I did in other gang. But then they will only see my face if I am in troubles. hahaha.

One of them told me that she thought I was a bad girl when we were Form2. Although, now she thinks I am quite nice after we know each other better. She trusts me a lot and tells me almost everything. But she thinks...

Ya?

She thinks I am a dangerous person.
= ="

Alah..I won't trust someone easily, but I am not as dangerous as you think.
Eh, this is a protection, right?




Trust everyone is dangerous,
but trust no one is more dangerous.

Just trust me.
Wish me happy one month anniversary with him, SueYin.

Who else want to watch? Let's shout.

Just now my baobei asked me to reserve ticket for Michael Jackson This Is It movie.
I wonder it's my problem or the newspaper was cheating us, I can't manage to find anywhere for ticket reservation. Those cinemas wedpage just stated the showtime and some links that related to this movie.
Some more, the service is not provided to Malaysia in the official wedsite either.

Bored.

Then I laze around some forums and Youtube again.
=)


Accidentally I watched this stupid video.
a must watch video for secondary school boys?
hahaha



Great is it?

This is it.

Written by the annoying human, SueYin.

Study?

"Why go studio? No need study?"
My mum asked me.

......

It's me.

I
was
studying
in
studio.

Well, why go studio cannot study?

AhFrung, GOTCHA!

TODAY IS HIS BIG DAY!
Mr. FRUNG's Seventeenth Birthday!

Told you he is the best guy friend of mine. But I don't have any personal picture of his! hahaha xD

Yesterday night me, my baobei, mungkiboy and junchi did a birthday surprise to him.
We gabung with his family member and we went his house at 12am without telling him. You know, he used to hide himself in his room, therefore he don't know we were there. 12am++ only, maybe he thought nobody of his family remember his birthday so he went to bed. Then his sis and mother went his room for good night talk and switched off the light.

The whole plan was just as simple as anyone can think of.

Then we lighted a cake and went into his room. Birthday song was sang.
I guess you can think how was his reaction then.

AhFrung, GOTCHA!


There is no record of the process and behind the scene. Too bad huh.
Let's see what he felt after the surprise.
=)



Just don't bother the fellow behind ahFeng.

Happy Birthday =)

Written by AhFeng's classmate, dancemate and 38mate, SueYin.

Wow! You are beating the night!

Flu.
I mean I got flu.
These few nights I was suffering from waking up in the midnight because of my stuffy nose. This is so runny at the night time. I can't breath. It kills my dream in the silence night. (plus noisy night) =X
Started feel like I am so pro that I can breathe via mouth for days.
Not surprising, I used to be sicked at least few days every month.
Like ahMui said early of the year, people with big head will be sicked easily without enough exercise.Should I trust him now? = =
Well, right before Tham gone offline just now, she said, "Wow! You are beating the night!"......No, the fact is...the night is beating me.
It's raining now. Then I can't stop sneezing.
Tired.



Ala alah..I'm not going to school in these coming days.
Don't sms me and ask me anymore.
Don't waste my hp money.
xD



Today my class had the best Chemistry period in these two years.
Know why?
Because Shariza went to other school for PMR and Chemistry periods replaced by Lim Toa Pai.
This is shit man! Fcuking good shit! HAHAHA!!
2 lessons he taught today can replace what can Shariza teach in 2 months.
No no no, I bet Shariza can never teach us what ahLim did even if we give her 2 more years.
She will never reach that level in her life.
Yes, I am looking down on her, with my sincere heart.

Guess my class will be full attendance if ahLim continue coming our class for Chemistry.
=)




Hm..
Bad news to my buddies who concern me and accompany me everytime I am in a relationship.
I cried, in these few days.
Just like how I did last time.
I thought I will be tough enough in this new relationship, but it seems like I can't do my role as a tough girlfriend like what I wish.
Maybe I love him too much, so do I care too much.
Aiiks..Stupid me.
By the way, I feel the love is increasing rapidly between me and him days after days.
It's a good thing huh...







Why do I look so old?
= ="

I am still the Queen of the King.

Written by,
One of the happiest humans on the earth, SueYin.

Required from dancemates =)

The following videos are Womanizer choreography from different choreographers that I found in YouTube long time ago.
They are my favourite!







Cool huh...
Tight choreo that match the soul of the song.


Hope to dance like anyone of them!