I won't talk about Malaysia in this post.

It's 31st August!
Rebecca Merdeka!

I sent Becca a message around 2am before I slept last night.
We know today is not her birthday but we used to send her a birthday massage every 31st August of the years because of her beautiful name. The 'we' here refers to SapoSix and others from our gang. I wonder they still remember this tradition or not. Hahaha xD

Just now I rejected to go to Klang with my family due to the excuse of 'tomorrow exam'. They go there for Bak Kut Teh, my sis said it is tasty. Thought I can be more concentrate on study when I am alone at home, but you know that I used to study in the living room, and here's a computer. LMAO! xD
Now I doubt about they said they will bring some Bak Kut Teh home.



Actually there is another reason I don't want to follow my family to Klang. Erhem...someone is coming my place to pass something to me. And my mum super duper anti him. To avoid quarrels and wars between my mum and I, it's better decrease the rate of meeting him in front of my mum.


It seems very serious, right?
Yes, it is much more serious than you can think.


Few times my mum made calls to him and even SMS him to warn him don't be so close with me. Nah, my mum seldom SMS me but she even wrote 'Don't Bullshit' in the SMS she sent him. Hahaha. This can prove that my mum is quite IN enough. Okay, she is fierce too = ="

Fortunately yesterday Chris came to save me at night. Whole day after tuition at Kasturi, I was in studio with that someone I mentioned just now. Alone with him only after he had class with Kenneth(?). Again i say, alone with him only.



Guess what we did?
Yes, WE HAD 1 ON 1 TUITION & HE TAUGHT ME SEJARAH!
BuahahhAha! xD

(His sejarah got A1 in SPM, don't play play.)


After this special tuition, I went pool with Chris and friends, and I knew that Chris's love story is quite terrible now. Luckily ahNgau sent me home, if let my mum saw that someone send me home, she may kill me.
><


Ok la, got to go.
Wish me Luck in trial exam!
STUDY HARD EVERYONE =)

我不是一定要你回来

最近很喜欢听徐佳莹的失落沙洲，梁文音的最幸福的事和黄毓敏的最好的结局。不知道为什么听这三首歌都会令我很感触，有时听着听着竟然落了泪来。可能这就是音乐里的感动吧。


本人其实蛮喜欢这三位女艺人的。她们有一个很大的共同点，那就是出生于电视歌唱比赛。前两位来自星光帮，后者则来自astro新秀大赛。她们天生拥有一把很好的嗓子，是我恨也恨不得的事情。有时真的会怪我妈为什么不生把好声音给我。如果我有她们一半好的嗓子，我一定会去参加各大歌唱比赛，发一下明星梦。哈哈哈！



说起徐佳莹，她有一首歌的歌词曾经给阿丰的表弟们换成我的名字。有兴趣想知道变成什么样子可以浏览一下阿丰的部落格，请寻找“他们演唱的是徐佳莹的《圆舞曲》”那一个录影。每次看都很好笑，没想到我人竟然红到柔弗去，有够力的咧~


......


这几天一直想读书，但就是读不进脑。很多突然间发生和一些一直都存在的问题一一在这假期里出现，心里自然很想解决掉这些问题后才好好念书。哎~忽然发觉很多事情还等着我去完成的咧，想必正在我发牢骚的这个时候其他人一定拼命地K书吧。（是谁还会在凌晨三点读书啊？）还是乖乖去念书吧黄淑莹...

（键盘）笔于
最幸福的黄淑莹 =)

我的存在是多余？

TaTa!!

This picture was taken at 1.00 am when I reached home. (okay, it's washroom.haha.)
Finally we did our dance performance for Get-Together charity concert.
19 dancers, 5 teams, 1 family from Mustang Dance Studio.
=)
I have to admit I do really enjoy dancing on the stage.
Too bad that we forgot to take group photo. Anyway, we did our best and I hope everyone enjoyed watching our show that night.

Happy Holiday^^

Short post from your lovely SueYin.

我还是个热爱华文的小孩 <3

明天就是华文预考了，可爱的我竟然把华文作业留在学校课室抽屉里。然而今天精神奕奕的我并没去上课，自然想拿回也没办法拿回。
其实我不是忘记把书带回家，只是平时爱把隔天会上的作业课本留在课室，像其他人一样，好像怕死脊椎骨严重瘫痪和书包超重得会坏掉似的。

话说回来，这个星期上了三天课，我就翘课了两天。
大概是我班团结的关系，星期一说好星期二一起翘课，听说星期二果然只有小猫几只出席。

我想老师们也开始习惯了吧。
不过今天就不一样了，听说今天除了那些代表去别的学校听讲座会的同学不在班上，也只剩我一个，黄淑莹，翘课而已。

（一点都不光荣啊黄淑莹~）
嘿，我也不想的啊，这是个意外！

至于是怎样的意外我就不方便透露了。哈哈。

今天下午刚上线时遇到亿龙，过后丽萍也传短讯给我，他们都给了我一个网址。那是栾老师今天故意来我们班给我们有关华文新考试格式的网址。只是我刚才怎么找呀找，就是找不到什么屁考试格式，有的只是他妈的华文老师联谊会，华校联欢会等等。
不要说华文新考试格式，连华文旧考试格式都没有。
无疑大家应该都被老师玩得团团转。

无聊的我开始东点西点，庆幸地让我无意中看到大马各大作家的部落格。作家不愧是作家，他们的部落格都充满中华风采，有花有水有彩虹。哈哈哈！

还有一项特别要提的事情就是，2009 第三屆《大馬中文部落格祭》已经开放接受报名了。但截止日是今天。不好意思，太迟把它曝在这里。有兴趣的部落客要赶快报名啦！

好了，是时候去把书橱里的华文参考书搬出来了。

我要在华文预考拿甲等啊！

Astro Battleground is back!

I realised I have a few must-do-things everytime I online. Normally I will first open iTune followed by sign in Messenger, click on e-mail inbox button, check mail and to be continued.

Today when I open my e-mail inbox, I have been immediately attracted by an e-mail titled with Battleground Audition which sent by Astro Battleground Production Team.‏ For those who curious about what the hell is Astro Battleground, what I can tell you is this Astro Battleground is a TV programme about street dance competition.


Okay, this is the second time I received e-mail from Astro and the first time is around June or July this year. If I'm not mistaken, the first e-mail is about the promotion of BTG'09 to participants from previous seasons, but the time and venue of the audition is still to be confirmed.
However according to the e-mail I received this time, Battleground Audition is confirmed to be held at Sunway Pyramid Main Entrance on 6th September 2009, from 10am to 3pm. This is the one and only audition this year.


So sad that I'm not able to watch the audition live at Sunway due to the stupid SPM trial exam which drop on September. Perhaps I can watch it through Astro channel 311 end of October? haha. If you are once a participant in any TV show then you know how slow is the TV production.

Another idiot thing I realised just now, the production team posted our competition photos on net. I mean almost every team in top14 from BTG'08 are there. And those teams from BTG'07 too. It's funny to see myself there in the picture by the way. LMAO! xD
Ohya, there is a column they purposely did for HouRen from Mustang Crew. See, this is the different when someone becomes famous.

For more informations required, kindly log on to http://astrobattleground.blogspot.com/

Spot me if you are genius enough.






My team in BTG'08.
It was a good experience in my dance life.
Let's Dance!
x)

Happy BeEarlied Birthday!

Tomorrow I got an outing with a gang of people who I don't really know. I heard that is around 15 humans involved, teacher and students. It is an early birthday celebration for a human who has his birthday drop on the day before our Chinese trial paper this year. Sad. I would cry if my birthday drop on exam period! Fortunately I don't face this problem. LOL!


Guess it will be a boring outing tomorrow.
=X
Sorry Christopher.


Ohya, just to be fair, I want to tell you people that there is another human having the same birthday with Chris on 19th August,
Mr. Wong Y.K.
He can either in a state of human or animal by the way. They used to call him as Goat, but I prefer calling his Chinese full name, 黄友键. It sounds nice, don't you think so?

I think I have a little too partially for them, I mean mentioning their birthday here.
Guess what, because I was born on 19th too! It's easier for me to remember those who born on 19th, including my ex, Mr.Ng. Last time my mum used to call him Xiao Lun. =.="


Last few days I realized he had change his handphone number. Not really surprise because it's been a loooooong time since the last day I had contact with him. Perhaps he changed it for his girlfriend now who is using Maxis. I like his girlfriend, who I always think she is a meaningful person. She has a strong mindset, her blog did impress me sometimes. Sounds like I will fall in love with her if I'm lesbian..touchwood. xD


She was once a good friend of him, now both of them are so sweet <3



Thinking what will happen if I don't end that relationship with him that time...
Wow, unlimited probabilities.
Thank me if both of you read this post!
Buahahaha!


......

Enough craps.



Good night.
=)

Please, learn how to be a better teacher.

Today I skip school like how I did on last Tuesday. It's not my problem but teachers problem. Either the teacher don't teach, or the teacher's teaching method is too boring. Obviously I'm putting the blame on teachers, anyhow it is just a waste of time to stay in school every Tuesday.


I don't understand why goverment school teachers like to act like they don't know how to teach. Especially Malay teachers. I believe everyone of them know how to teach, after all they sure went through all those teaching courses and blablabla... There is no word other than using L.A.Z.Y. to descripe them.

Hence, they shouldn't blame us not finishing our homeworks because they didn't finish their homeworks either.
=)



There is a teacher of mine, she is an extreme good example.
Yesterday my classmate just created a nickname to her which is a character in Pokemon,
Charizard.
LMAO! xD

Okay, Charizard used to do whatever she likes to us according to her up-and-down mood. She likes to scold us, however she acts like very friendly to us when she has a good mood. Her teaching method is, copy down whatever she read exactly from Pelangi referrence book. And she always ask us to answer those questions which she never teach before. If we can't manage to answer those questions correctly, then kena f*ck by her very lousy english. When there is someone don't listen to her or don't follow her instruction, she likes to compare us with her Degree certificate in University. She likes to waste our time by returning our note book 1 person by 1 person and cursing those who ponteng her class.

She used to end our class half an hour before the bell ring.

Ohya, she teach us Chemistry, and this year we done only one experiment in lab.

After she realised nobody likes her, she says we don't respect teacher and don't appreciate such a good teacher.

She never know she don't respect us at the very first place.



This is what a teacher should do?
Perhaps this is why Malaysia still staying behind so many years.

Beyonce vs Rihanna!

I really can't stop loving Beyonce and Rihanna!

Especially Halo by Beyonce & Hatin On The Club by Rihanna.
I love both of them so damn MUCH.
Of couse, they dance very well!
hahaha.

I just added these 2 songs in my playlist.
Enjoy listening in my blog.


Good night everyone.
=)


On my way back from tuition.
Eating my lunch.
Ohya, I love egg tart too!
<3

I am walking toward, no direction.

I close my eyes.
Thinking about my future.
Illusion, rhythms and fantasy.
Yeah, that's always great to imagine.

However when I reopen my eyes,
my visions are blurred.

I feel like screaming my lungs out but the world is not willing to hear it.

I wrap my hands around my knees, buried my head in between and started worrying my future.
Then I stand up,
walking toward with no direction.


Sick, I am so sick.

又是一篇感性的文章...

“你又不是我的谁...”
......
大概第二十次了，
每次我说完这句话后我们都保持沉默。


对，他不是我的男朋友，我们也从来没承认过对方是男女朋友。
只是外界一直认为我们是，所以我们也没多以澄清过我们的关系。
再说我们也不懂如何去澄清。


也许我们的关系真的太复杂了。


不晓得从什么时候开始，我觉得我有点像他。
像他一样大男人，我很大女人主义。
我喜欢掌控周遭的事物，享受掌控的感觉。
加上我的短发，很多人会觉得我很man。
说真的，其实我也有小女人的时候，只是我不会在每个人面前露出原型。
而且不是每个人都有资格。


有时候我很贪心，我想把每件事都做好，面面局得。
但是人都知道，这是不可能的。
所以呢，我选择了放弃某些东西来达成另一样东西。
我做对选择了吗？
应该对吧。


我有个怪癖，
我会把一件很小的事看得很大，把一件很大的事看得很小。
我自己也觉得奇怪。


不想写了，写这类文章我会越写越远。
离题的话考试就拿不到A了，哈哈。（干笑）

“从前你以为那个座位终于属于你，
之后你发觉真相简直不允许。
故事如何在你身上发生，
就一样在别人身上完成。

我可不可以，
可不可以逃避这事实？
我只想静静坐在你身旁听你唱着歌。
没有甜言蜜语，没有华丽场景，
只有你那充满温度的左手经已足够。

沉睡的夏天刮起一阵阵雷雨，
像把梦境的事物统统都洗去。

记忆犹在的道路，
还有遗憾的脚步，
我会不知不觉，
一步一步，
离开你的贿赂。”

摘录自《黄淑莹心情日记》

很man的我。
x)

New hairstyle, new life.

Franson Hair Studio production!

Well, as you see, I cut my hair.

It's done by my bro again.
I know it's very short and looks man..?
Don't be too suspicious, I don't face any love problem. Just my bro suggested and I accepted.
And now I'm sooooo in love with it! hahaha!
Anyway, whether you like it or not, it's not my business =)
Ohya!
Due to the same question that always repeat answering from me, I gonna use some places of this post to help my brother do a little bit promo.
Information to those who want to look for my bro, his name is Francis.
Ask his number from me if needed.
LMAO! xD




Guess if you read my previous posts, you know I'm going to quit learning street dance from Mustang Dance Studio.
Yeah, I meant it.
I went there for Krumping jamming session this afternoon.
Perhaps this is the last day I have been there in MDS this year?
Sigh.
It's all because of SPM...damn it.


Took few pictures with my beloved dancemates just now..

Me and JunChi. She is sweet.
=)


KerQian and I. Our trademark posing!
xD


Mengkit aka Mungki and I. He is funny!
But sometimes let him Gek sei..


I accidently deleted my photo with kimying aka Sunday. T^T
Got one more picture I didn't show out, because the person in the picture beside me is too YongSui.

I will miss you...the black and white dance floor, the lousy speakers, the fragile office table, the scary light bulb in toilet, the mural on wall, the handphone charger, the cap hanger-like little tree, the mushroom massage stick, every people, everything in Mustang.



The following video is the dance performance I did with KerQian in school yesterday.
Lousy stage and background.
= =

I enjoy the moment on stage!
x)





Time to Study!!
Ganbate myself.
=)